So beyond excited! Started a fitness blog with some sexy beast. Haven’t posted anything yet but will as soon as I get all the info to log in. Never thought fitness would take up such a big part of my life. Strange how I’m barely getting it now when I’ve been active since middle school. 10 years of sports and I’m barely getting it.
Just trying to make myself proud. I’m tired of my skinny self. Bring on the booty and boobs! I have 8 weeks to get where I want to be. Or at least to be closer then before. I’m trying so hard to stop eating chocolate. Its fucken hard for me. So I bought sugar free gym. I hope it works.I’m excited! In 8 weeks i’ll be closer to where I want my body to be and i’ll be enjoying all my hard work paying off the the beach’s of Miami ^_^ No more distractions! More positive thinking!
Being a girl. Just when its shark week. I tend to lose all control of my feelings. Living here with him is getting harder and harder everyday. Cleaning up after 4 other people, a stupid dog and 4 cats is starting to get annoying! Buying food for myself and everyone in this house tends to eat it. I’m truly grateful that they are letting me stay here. Having no other place to go is really starting to suck. Everyone sees me as such a strong soul but if they knew how many times a day I want to break down they say other things. Not that I care, I just wish I was as strong as everyone sees me. My life has become way harder then before. I know its only going to get tougher and the thought of that makes me question my good energy. I throw so much good out shouldn’t I be getting as much good in return?!?! someone to talk to, who will actually listen and not judge would be nice. I’m that friend in my group, and talking to myself now drives me crazy. :repeats in head: Everything will be okay
I’m pretty proud of where I am at today. I’m 23 with a 2 yr old and a six pack. Finished my second half marathon in 1:45:49 received 41st out of 559 people, was the 4 girl in and the 1st in my age group. I am no where I want to be money wise but i will get there. Hard work is paying off lifting wise, i finally weigh 120 and getting bigger. My dreams are close, time to set the bar higher. Happy sunday friends
For my sisters birthday 11 days!
My birthday 17 days but what i really cant wait for is DEXTER Sept 30 and transmountian marathon Oct 14th :)
I enjoy having things to look forward too.
happy friday y’all! :sends good vibes to all:
A little of what’s inside my head most days.
Is what I seem to be on lately. No more! No more pushing me around. Change is upon me yet again.
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